Tuesday, 26 January 2010

Upper Mustang (2)













As we went further north, houses became high and mud-walled with small, brightly decorated windows and doors. We were nearing Tibet.





We stopped for the night at Gami, a walled city with several monasteries. 'Streets' were narrow, stony alleyways, decorated with animal shit. Occasional snotty-nosed children raced past us; older, wispy-haired women sitting in the sun stopped their gossip and looked up, unsmiling, as we passed. I went out later to explore and take photos.Electricity had arrived in places and black wires drooped; an occasional satellite dish stood cupped, a gateway to the world. But they were add-ons; most was as it had been for ever. Cows and goats wandered the streets, browsing for stray grass or hay; high stone and mud walls concealed animal pens and dark stone-surrounded doorways led into homes. I passed the sausage-makers, amiably squatting and feeding some gooey mixture into what looked like animal intestines. I didn't stay to find out more...





In places, the alleys opened out to reveal startlingly beautiful views of distant peaks or small, orange-walled monasteries with prayer wheels. People chatted and children sat or played quietly in a small square surrounded by mud-walled buildings.It was the perfect place for - bubbles! For the last month I had carried 4 tubes of bubbles for just this purpose - to enchant some children just for sheer joy - and cause some chaos.And it worked. Ram, bless him, came with me and blew bubbles. At first the kids didn't know what to do - they just watched as the bubbles drifted like mobile rainbows into the sky. I burst one - and they got the idea. The square was transformed as a herd of galloping, shrieking children rushed after them, jumping, laughing and racing each other. Next! Next! More children arrived, some old men, wondering at the commotion, stayed to smile and even the old, toothless ladies looked up from their gossip and enjoyed the action.
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Lo Mantang: capital city of the 'Forbidden Kingdom', only a few kilometres short of Nepal's frontier with Tibet. The day we trekked there started melodically as it was time for the annual 'puja', where the hotel's sacred manuscripts were read and blessed by four saffron-robed monks. It involved deep, rhythmic and monotonous chanting, punctuated with occasional cymbal-clashes and the beating of a drum. Hypnotic stuff! I thought the household would be paralysed with religious fervour but - no - everything went on quite as normal around it. The ritual was held in the hotel's own small temple, so breakfast was on time, with its own musical accompaniment.





There is snow in the air. Last night Ram was v worried and kept looking at the heavy clouds. This morning there is a definite snow-line on the nearby mountain; the small streams had frozen completely and we could crunch the ice as we walked. Three cheers for down jackets! And warm trousers! We stopped at a monastery/museum/castle, climbing a wooden step=ladder to get in. The museum was a small jumble of rather horrible exhibits in a small dark room. They included a couple of fearsome masks, a few head-dresses - and a pair of mummified hands, simply hanging from a clothes hook. They had belonged to either: i) the architect of the original building, who had been told to build the most magnificent building ever; his hands were removed so that he wouldn't ever surpass his achievement or b)a rival ruler who tried to conquer the building or c) a tourist who asked too many questions. Take your pick!
Thre walk was long and quite hard; although there were few uphill struggles, there were a lot of climbs. At one point Ram and Nurbu were ahead and stopped to wait. Ram sat down and I saw him leap into the air, clutching his backside. When I caught up, Nurbu was squatting behind him, picking out thorns from his rear. Thinnking nothing of it, Ram had sat on a rock which was literally covered with sharp, hooked thorns. His trousers weren't a problem; a few more minutes and Nurbu and I had picked them all oout. But he wasn;t wearing gloves and some of the thorns had gone very deep. He and I spent the next few evenings picking at them at odd moments - it became our new hobby...
We passed a sheer, sqandy cliff which from a distance looked covered with pockmarks. They were caves. CLose-up viedoes showed that they were part-walled, with bricks providing some shelter from the weather. They were also abandoned. Apparently they had been occupied by Tibetan refugees in the dark years when the Chinese had first invaded. Life must have been grim; there was no water nearby and it must have been bitter in the winter. But the sanctuary must have been sweet.
At last - we reached the top of a hill and there, in front of us, was the Walled City of Lo Mantang, journey's end. It was time to celebrate; we huddled out of the wind and I produced the last of the choc bars which had sustained us for the last 20 days. We had one each - a rare treat - and the last mile was a doddle!
Outside the gates to Lo Mantang's Walled city are long lines of bright-red-and-gold prayer wheels, stony roads and lots of patient, brightly harnessed horses. As we walked into the city, we could hear horns, chanting and the clashing of cymbals: something was happening. The Royal Palace dominated the small, central square; each of the 5 stories had its own heavily-carved wooden balcony, highlighted with white pleated fabric that flapped in the strong, cold wind.But the King had gone south for the winter, so the balconies were empty and the shutters closed. The square itself was roughly paved with stone; a stream ran through the middle, near a concreted washing area. People could do their washing and listen to the King at the same time (though I'm sure they never did!). It was definitely the main 'drag' - cows wandered and browsed, children toddled or chawsed each other around and old people sat in the last of the sun. The mud buildings were quite tall - 2 - 3 stories high, each with white walls, blue wooden shutters and carved, painted doorways. Everyone was dressed for cold weather, with woollen caps, fleeces and thick shirts; those in traditional dress were wrapped in thick woollen shawls. AND IT WAS COLD! Even in the sun, I was glad of my gloves and hat; the cracking wind set prayer-flags flapping like wash-day Monday.
On the next day in the square, we saw a real treat; the Crown Prince, obviously staying in Lo Mantang for winter, was handing out grey fleeces. They had been donated by a French charity and one person from each household was given one. About 40 people queued up for the gift, old and young, fat (not many) and thin; they were dressed against the weather and stood rubbing hands and stamping feet to keep warm. The CP was a jovial man who obviously knew each person and joked with them, occasionally pausing to tease a small child running through the legs of the waiting people. One man tried to get around twice but was 'sussed' amongst much ribaldry. I wonder whether the Prince took one?
We visited temples - I was told off once because I'd walked over Buddha's head. 'I never meant it, yer honner,' - I had been on the floor above and didn't realise I had committed a crime. The statues varied, but all were well-looked-after, with offerings and incense in front, often with the Dalai Lama's smiling face. It was lovely to climb to the flat roofs and look out over the city. Piles of wood acted as a wall around most houses - a sign of prosperity. They were only used on special occasions (dung was the fuel-of-choice); they were status symbols. Some roofs were covered with patches of bright yellow (maize) or red (chilis) drying in the sun but all were festooned with prayer-flags, which flapped like dirty washing and stood our bright against the deep blue sky.
My favourite temple was out of town and we visited it on - our rest day. Rest day? Others actually rested, or hired horses; we were made of tougher stuff and walked up a steep hill to an outlying temple. We tried the gate; it was locked. Another gate gave way when we pushed and we walked slowly up the slope. A low growling made us stop; at the top of the path, over to one side, stood a great, black dog, its hackles bristling as it snarled."Perhaps we should go?" I suggested, ever brave, but Ram was not to be deterred."I think monks have gone, these are guarding against robbers," he said and walked confidently on. Luckily the dog was chained, but there were several and as we walked past each one, which pulled and bared its teeth at us, another saw us and started the same fearsome procedures. A small child eventually appeared abd showed us around but everything was locked up. A notice pasted to what must have been the schoolroom door, said it all: 'School closed for winter, Classes will be resumed on Nov 17th in Pokhara'. Pokhara - lakeside town at the end of my trek - symbol of warmth, shops, good hotels. Pokhara - a lifetime away.
The view from the top was magnificent - we could see the road into Tibet, now closed because of Chinese worries about insurgency - and Tibet itself, its high, arid mountains stretching into the distance. Local fields in Lo Mantang's valley were well-tended, with irrigation channels built of clay or stone. But winter was coming and nothing would be planted until the warmer month of March. The snow-line was coming closer to Lo Manthang; many houses were padlocked and deserted, their families already there. It was time for us to take the route back south and head for Pokhara.






The long and winding road...












A little, half-frozen girl who I met at the top of a pass.





The path wasn't always wide... this was the stuff of nightmares.










Monday, 4 January 2010

In search of a perfect new year (2)


NEW YEAR

in searchiof a perfect new year (1)

new year

elephants

elephants

Van viang & Luang Prabang

dodgy backpackers and happy moments: christmas eve and tubing

Bangkok - crazy city

Bangkok

Caves and things

Caves and things

Lucknow - site of a 'mutiny'

Lucknow

Trains & Tigers







I'm sitting on the verandah of my little bungalow, sipping ice-cold beer after walking peacefully along the riverbank at sunset, looking for elephants, gazelle, possibly even a tiger. No luck - but so what!
This is a lovely place - it's a small eco-camp in Northern India, surrounded by trees, with a sparkling, fast-running river nearby. When I arrived at 7am, after a very long and cold sleeper journey from Lucknow, I couldn't believe it when the hotel manager said, "Would you like tea or coffee in your room, madame, or here in the lounge?" Talk about a culture-clash! It wasn't so much a room as a complete bungalow, with lounge, huge bed, marble-floored bathroom and loads of hot water. I had a bath, with bubbles, then breakfast, a short sleep and safari.
Six of us did our best to fill a huge 19 seater left-over from WW2. The driver had the same war-like mentality - 'We take no prisoners' - gunning the engine as we raced to the main entrance of the Jim Corbett Tiger Park. We raced along dirt tracks and tarmaced roads alike, which gave us precious little time to see anything, apart from a few deer and one angry elephant, which trumpeted as we raced past, then lurched into the jungle. We actually stopped, briefly, for a glimpse of crocs sunning themselves on a far away river bank - muggers and gharials - then raced off again, chucking up clouds of dust which would have choked any nearby tiger into submission.
On the way back, we almost collided with a collection of 10 safari vehicles, crowded with people in various stages of ecstasy and excitement - see the photo. Hidden in the undergrowth was a tiger, stalking a blissfully aware and rather beautiful little deer. (You can guess whose side I'm on here...) The tiger was visible for about 3 seconds but I was too busy sympathising with the deer to notice. I took a hopeful picture of where people said it was. We sat and watched for about 10 minutes, the deer moved around, ignoring its moment of fame and refusing to sign autographs, then for no apparent reason our driver took off at speed once more.
We came across the elephant - perhaps the same one? It moved sedately in front of us down the road but we must have got too close because it suddenly turned and charged us. We moved! I've never known a reverse gear go so fast. But within about 10 metres of us, the elephant lost interest and moved sideways into the river. No, we didn't stop to look.
I was up early the next day for a jeep safari. I was in the hands of an expert. He soon pointed out tiger pug-marks at the side of the road. 'Maybe one, two hours ago, not long." We stopped and peered into the jungle, but two hours is a long time in the animal world. We saw lots of pug-marks; tigers clearly use the roads as their person rights-of-way in the night.
We also saw lots of deer. I was re-classifying them as 'bait', ignoring my sympathies for the stalked deer of yesterday. I wanted action. Then the guide looked eagerly at the side of the road. "Stop!" He gazed thoughtfully at some pug-marks; to me they looked identical to all of the others, but he knew different.
'These are fresh - maybe 5, 10 minutes old. Listen!" A shrill warning cry screeched out in dense bush to the right of us. "Wild peacock. It has seen tiger."
And only about 50 metres back was a whole herd of bait - sorry, deer - grazing upwind of the lurking tiger. Perfect. Worth a wait. We scanned the bush with binoculars. The peacock screeched again, my adrenalin surged. We waited. We waited. Ten minutes passed; a few other safari jeeps stopped, then left. I started to admire the beautiful scenery. I drank some water and started to think about my bladder. I looked again for the tiger. Another five muinutes passed - and we gave up.
And that was as close as I came to spotting a tiger. But I will modestly admit that on the day I travelled to Tiger Camp, I actually saw THREE Indian tigers. In Lucknow Zoo.

Varanasi

Varanasi

Incredible INDIA



INDIA - I'M NEVER DOING IT AGAIN! Well, that was the acronym, but I disagree. I've had a great three weeks here' highlights - Varanasi, the tiger Camp and the caves of Ajanta & Ellora - have been written up separately, but here's a summary.
Kolkata: airport v efficient but the city had just had a wildcat transport strike so there were no airport taxis. Pre-paid taxi man was apologetic & said to come back in 15 mins. I had tea , returned in 15 mins to find a huge queue. First test of my fire & determination - would I meekly go to the back of the queue? No chance. I explained what had happened to a lovely Indian couple at the head of the queue who told off the taxi-man & organised the first taxi for me.And that has been typical of my India experience - incredibly helpful people. Like the travel agent who literally spent hours sorting out my complicated travel arrangements. Everything worked without a hitch and he kept phoning various people (me - mobile phone? - what a joke!) to check that I was OK.I didn't like Kolkata; it was 'big city', crowded, noisy, chaotic - and suffering from a sufeit of Raj. Huge, impressive - but mouldy - buildings were a solid reminder of British colonialism. The Victoria Memorial was a splendid creation: imagine the Albert Memorial but 50x bigger - with excellent displays about Indian history - colonial and post-colonial. But to me, Kolkata was summed up by the South Park Cermetery, the original colonial graveyard, crammed with huge (often 6m high) memorials, in a claustrophobic testament to life's uncertainty, especially when cholera, typhoid or dysentary could wipe out an entire family within days.
Train travel: I was scared about this. I had booked 2nd class sleeper berths for 4 journeys. This involved six-berth apartments which converted to berths when people felt like sleeping. They weren't air-con; there was no glass in the windows so we were wind-cooled. It was cold at night as the shutters didn't fit. But my system worked well - sleeping-bag liner, plus skirt spread over top, wearing hoodie, with rucsac as pillow and inflatable small pillow on top. This provided excellent security, especially as my large rucsac was stored underneath the berth, secured with pacsafe and an impressive selection of padlocks. And people were very friendly. I met a great group of college students, on their way to a teacher-training post, plus families and individuals who were quite fascinated by my 'Teach Yourself Hindi' book (after a month of study I have graduated to Chapter 2...) and gave me impromptu lessons in collquial Hindi and how to write the script. Finding the right train was problematic - the answer is to hire a porter to wait with you. These men know the railway timetable backwards and are total experts on everything to do with rail travel. My favourite porter was at Lucknow station. Smartly dressed in a red uniform, he looked ex-military. I agreed to pay him 40rupees (c80p) plus a 10 rupee tip. While we waited, about 15 minutes, roughly 20 people came and asked him about trains and he knew the answer to everything. I gave him an extra 10 rupee tip; he left the train without counting it, then returned to give me back the money. I had to work hard to persuade him to take the extra.
Lucknow: fascinating place. I thought I'd find it oppressive, with all that I knew about the Mutiny at Lucknow, but it wasn't. The Residency, site of the siege, was much bigger than I thought. Originally, over 40 houses, some belonging to Indians, filled the site. All but 6 were reduced to ruins. Most of the area was like a paintball site - trees, ruins to hide in and rough grass - but this was paintball for real. The siege lasted for 5 months and by the end, 2/3 of them had been killed. There were many poignant stories told on the gravestones. More people died of disease & starvation than bullets, but surviving buildings were covered with bullet-marks, fire damage & cannon-ball holes. All was set against manicured lawns, palm-trees & the remainders of what must have been a very gracious life-style. But of course there was more to all of this than meets the eye. The British had behaved very badly to the local Nawabs, annexing their land and persuading them into giving huge loans which have never been repaid. To this day, the British govt is paying 3% interest on millions of pounds lent to finance the war against Burma in the early 1800s. But of course it's the buggers at the bottom of the heap who suffer - the ordinary Indian soldiers who had to make impossible choices about loyalty and the Brit soldiers' families who were cooped up for months, never knowing whether they'd survive the day. Another little-known fact - the Mutiny (Brit name) is also called The First Indian War of Independence: fighting continued in Lucknow for 2 years after the siege and involved the British razing much of the city to the ground as it provided too many hiding-places for the fighters. Mark Twain wrote a lovely piece about the small children who survived Lucknow. He said how remarkable it was that people tried to keep their lives as normal as humanly possible. A mother told him that one day, after a particularly vicious bombardment her son came rushing in shouting, "Mummy, mummy, come see. The hen's just laid an egg!"
But the trishaw-men (cycle-powered) wage their own sort of war on unwary tourists. Wherever you say you want to go, they take you somewhere different. Then they charge you double. The first time that this happened, I ended up in a rather beautiful public garden, site of another battle, with a memorial to an Indian woman who had died, A Brit officer had been told to get rid of a sniper who had killed several soldiers from a vantage point in a tree. He hit the fighter then discovered 'he' was 'she'. Mortified, the officer said he would rather have killed himself than kill a woman. Anyway. So I was quite happy with this and took another rickshaw. He went off in totally the wrong direction, taking me somewhere rather obscure. Some very helpful people told him where he had to go, so he had no option but to go there. I really enjoyed the transport method; you hang on grimly as the trishaw wages an impossible route through traffic, going the wrong way and ignoring traffic-lights; I discovered the trick is to hang on with both hands (sadly, it meant that I couldn't video the experienc, but at least I surtvived) AND SIT STAIGHT-BACKED, pretending to be un-moved by the narrow escapes, etc. When we reached my hotel, I gave him 100r - a lot of money. He objected and said he wanted 200! The third time, I went to a road which I knew, with a simple route to my hotel, and made sure that the man knew exactly where I wanted to go. And, of course, he went straight past the turning. After that I decided to go upmarket and use suto-taxis, little 3-wheelers.
Varanasi - what a place, what an experience. Go there! Ive writen separately about it.
Jim Corbett Tiger Camp: If I went again, I would stay inside the park at a place called Bijrani and go on whole-dsay safaris. But it ws lovely to stay in such luxury for a few days.
Ajanta & Ellora caves: see separate account.
Mumbai: hot! Around 34C most days and I am glad of my air-con room. The city is so diverse - it's filled with spoilt noisy rich Indian kids and slum children who have nothing and beg on the streets. I have a superb view of the harbour (I should have - I'm paying enough for it - about $85 a night!). On the street outside, a family sleeps each night; we wave at each other and occasionally I go out and give them a few oranges or another small gift. Their little boy, aged about two, plays happily with his father's flip-flops, or sits with his feet in the gutter and looks around. I wonder what he makes of the tall, ornate horse-drawn carriages that look as if they've been covered with silver foil. The best have artificial flowers, flashing lights and brightly coloured parasols. The horses are also brightly decorated and clop, clop steadily along the sea-front, the carriages full of tourists. How many 10 minute trips in one of these would keep the homeless family for a month? Mumbai is very prosperous with huge, immaculate high-rise apartment blocks. World-class luxury motor yachts float in the harbour; just round the corner, grubby, smelly little fishing boats jostle for space on the mud. One delightful contrast was a small village area in the middle of high-rise mania; it's an enclave of what must have orignally been a Portuguese settlement of wooden-balconied houses in narrow traffic-free and tree-shaded alleyways. It was like returning to a more leisured age; I'm sure that the occupants fight tooth & nail to keep the area from re-development. It was directly opposite a Catholic church (complete with crucified Christ with marigold garlands) and the area was dotted with small Catholic shrines.I have also had my hair cut & coloured (no shame!) at a branch of Toni & Guy's; the colour stylist was a gay who normally lives in Brighton but who had a taste for travel.I've also been to an open-air beach concert involving wow-wow dancers and beat-y music, been to the most expensive hotels in town, developed a taste for kulfi (Indian ice-cream), seen an open-air exhibition by Alliance Francaise of aerial photography of threatened areas of the world, highlighting the need for a more eco-friendly approach to life, walked for miles, decided not to buy another shalwah kameez -instead I bought two mini-speakers - decided not to see 'Twilight' as I couldn't face sitting in a cinema full of spoilt, noisy Indian kids, walked to the view-point & saw an area full of small Hindi temples and a large 'tank', etc, etc. The lovely thing about walking is that, when I get fed up / tired / too hot I can duck into an air-con restaurant / shop / catch a taxi.Tomorrow is my last day in India; I plan to take a ferry out to Elephanta Island, enjoy the breeze & see the caves. Then I shall eat kulfi and pack.

Lumbini

'"It's awful," people told me. 'Hopelessly 'kitsch', like a theme-park."
They obviously didn't know the 'real' me, hopelessly addicted to tack. I set off two days later. My destination? Buddha's birthplace.
I didn't realise until I came to Nepal that Buddha was actually born here, at Lumbini. Legend tells how his mother, hugely pregnant and on a long journey, stopped to bathe in an atractive pool surrounded by trees. She felt birth pangs, grasped the low branch of a nearby tree for support and Siddharta (the future Buddha) popped out. He walked 7 paces and spoke immediately afterwards.
Archaeologists have identified the place and Lumbini has become a World Heritage Site. It has remains of ancient monasteries and a pillar erected by Ashoka, a prominent Indian Buddhist, many centuries ago. Both have been restored.
The actual site of the birth is now surrounded by a peaceful garden. The pond is still there, but now with concrete walls and there is a huge and very ancient tree, surrounded by offerings and inhabited by fat squirrels which nibble at them. All very serene. A large area around it has been dedicated as a commemorative park, with modern monasteries built by most of the world's Buddhist countries.
The guidebook warned that the site was very spread-out, so I hired Melinda, a 'sit-up-and-beg' cycle, complete with basket, and pedalled around with a slow-moving grandeur (I hoped). I had a brilliant time and ended up feeling more like a film star (Audrey Hepburn?) than a humble tourist.
The reason? School-party invasions. Literally hundreds of students aged from 7 - 17 were being shepherded around by anxious teachers. Shepherded? The kids raced around the monasteries with spontaneous outpourings of joy at their release. Finer points about differing styles of Tibetan, Sri Lankan or Indian Buddhism were sadly lost on children who raced up staircases, leapt around pathways and chattered and pointed at everything.
And at me! I posed for countless photos, answered the inevitable question countless times: "How are you?" (Correct answer, spoken very carefully and with no expression at all, 'I am fine, how are you?" which reduced several children into giggles. I was followed around by children who for some reason wanted me to write my name on the back of their hand, or on a scrap of paper. At one monastery, the hapless teachers had managed to organise their restless children into 6 lines; one of them waved at me. I waved back and every single student then waved and shouted hello. Oh, the joys of teaching.
And of course, there were the monasteries. Each government obviously saw Lumbini as the ideal place to show off and impress everyone with their moral superiority. Bigger, brighter, better Buddhism rules. Not quite what Buddha had in mind, I'm sure, but such fun. One one side of a track is a Chinese contribution - it seems straight out of the Forbidden City, with golden, pointy roofs and a VERY impressive entrance. Not to be outdone, the Korean effort, directly opposite, is higher, longer and generally bigger in every way. It is not yet finished, still grey concrete, so it looks as if it is glowering at the frivolity of those Chinese over the road.
My personal favourites? i) the statue of Buddha as a child, taking his 7 steps. He stands just inside the entrance of the Chinese monastery, one finger of his right hand pointing skywards, the other one pointing to the ground. He looks about to break into a version of 'Saturday Night Fever'. And b) the flickering, glittering halo on the Indian Buddha, which exists in multi-coloured hakogen-lit glory. Truly impressive.
Every monastery was totally different and governments had spent a small fortune on them. The Thai one was a white icing-cake confection. Sri Lanka had a whirlwind of circles and golden roofs. The Lotus temple had a series of concrete, brightly painted figures in its garden which showed different stories about Buddha. All quite wonderful.
And on the next day thousands of Buddhist monks arrived. They stayed in tented camps and ate in brightly-painted tents, admiring open-air stalls with plastic souveniers, statues of Buddha and huge helium balloons.
"Why?" I asked the hotel proprietor.
"It's a special puja festival to bless lamas. It happens every year."
"Do they come from all over Nepal?"
"They come from all over the world. It lasts for 10 days."
I hope they all have as much fun as the schoolkids. I'm sure they will.

(Photos will follow...)

Upper Mustang







Muktinath, at the foot of the Thorung La pass - slightly 'Wild West' image and cold enough to turn water into icicles in the shrine.








Upper Mustang: Kagbeni - a strange name for paradise. It was an easy day after the horrors of the Thorung La Pass. We visited the famous srhine of Muktinath, where an eternal flame burns. It was icy cold and, although I knelt down in front of the flame, it was too small to help with my personal central heating.

We had almost strolled - downhill - for about 3 hours to reach the town, our 'jumping off' point for the delights of the Forbidden Kingdom, Upper Mustang. We munched small, delicious apples and admired walled villages, beautiful horses and the vibrant oranges, yellows and reds of autumn. And at twelve, on the dot, the wind started. We had been warned about the wind, a fierce, dust-whirling frenzy that turned eyes red and pushed against us. It would make walking hard in Upper Mustang and even here it turned our stroll into a fight.
But that was now outside. I was in the Asia Hotel. My room was clean, comfortable - AND IT HAD ITS OWN BATHROOM. For two weeks I had suffered pain and agony when my stomach had rebelled, always with the horrible fear that I would have to wait in buttock-clenching torment outside the loo because one of the 20 other people sharing it had a similar problem. But now, for one glorious day and night, I could use the loo as and when I wanted.
I lay in bed, resting in the afternoon sunlight, listening to the buffetting, gusting wind outside. Should I walk around Kagbeni? Maybe, maybe not. Not. I lay, sacrificing myself to indolence, not even reading - and feeling smug. I had done it, conquered the Pass. The trek into Upper Mustang would be a piece of cake - it didn't even go above 4,000 metres, for heaven's sake...
It was exciting the next morning to walk through Kagbeni, turning north when others went south. We had a short brush with officialdom, who scrutinised my papers and looked forbidding - then we were off.
"Hey, what's happening?" I asked Ram as we scrambled up a dusty, rocky slope. Beneath us, the river-bed stretcherd out, wide, inviting - and FLAT. A few streamlets meandered across it. they would turn into raging torrents in the wet season but it hadn't rained for months.
"We cannot use the riverbed," Ram said. "There are places where we would be swept away if we tried to cross. We have instead to go up."He gestured. I groaned. We spent the next 6 hours walking up - then down - up, then down. In places the pathway was wide enough to be used by a 4wd. At other times the path became stony and difficult. In one place, it narrowed so fast that I was sudeenly quite terrified; parts had dropped away and I was uncomfortably aware of stones falling around me. I tiptoed through, holding my breath and clutching tufts of grass. But the scenery was magnificent - the adjective keeps appearing in my diary. Wind-eroded, colossal mountains, stretching away into the distance,sometimes with small caves, always arid and - well, magnificent. Luckily, the precarious section didn't last long. We arrived in Chele after about 6 hours of strenuous walking and a final long plod up from the river. My first night in The Forbidden Kingdom.






Early views of Upper Mustang. Strange, the way that prayer flags fly sideways...
















A small 'chorten' - a place to stop, picnic and pray. Note the heavy stones, used to weigh the roof down in fierce afternoon winds.










And so the days continued. It took 5 days to reach Lo Mantang, the ancient walled capital of the area. As on Annapurna, each day began early, with a quick breakfast, then off.



The days were longer here, though - and the climbing just as steep, largely because there were few bridges; we had to go down to stream level, then plod upwards again to get anywhere. One day we did this five times. Ironically, it was my favourite day becasue the scenery was so beautiful. We didn't have the mind-bogglingly beautiful snow-capped visions of Annaoruna - instead those beautiful, now far-away, mountains provided the scenic backdrop, a white icing-sugar confection to offset the austere beauty of the colossal, wind-eroded, arid mountains of Mustang.We met people, large family groups carrying cloth-wrapped bundles, the lucky ones on small ponies. They were leaving Upper Mustang for the winter, going to Pokhara or even Kathmandu to enjoy the relative 'warmth' further south. Most families were happy groups, their children running ahead with the enthusiasm of young people for an adventure, any adventure. One small boy, though, aged only about 4, ran down a slope on his own, crying bitterly. I grabbed hun and cuddled him; he was carrying all the woes of the world on his tiny shoulders. He was so upset that he didn't even realise that a 'farang' was holding him. He eventually pulled away, sobbing, and carried on with his lonely walk. Ram was also upset - he asked other members of the group - his father was a drunkard and his mother was dead. Poor child. I have often wished him well since then.






The hostels where we stayed were Tibetan. They were decorated with bright motifs with the ground floor reserved for animals. THERE WAS NO HEATING. The cold was becoming intense as we went north; each night was noticeably colder and we depended more and more on the sun for warmth as, without it, the air was biting and cold. Each evening we huddled around the dung-burning stove in the mud-floored kitchen; this was often the only source of warmth and we sat with down coats and scarves on, wrapping cold hands around mugs of hot chai (tea). It looked very romatic as we sat in Tibetan kitchens, firelight reflecting off metal pots and pans, listening to conversations we couldn't understand and watching the shadows highlight faces and gestures of people chatting and laughing. People were friendly and we learnt some basic expressions - but it was best to just sit and listen, aware that things had happened this way for generations and we were privileged to watch and be accepted.

































































The best and worst day of my life


'Thorung La' - not everyone speaks these words with hushed awe. Most would say: 'What's that - a new type of pantie?' It is the highest mountain pass in the entire world, 5,415 metres above sea level, and it has to be climbed as part of the Annapurna Circuit (unless you turn around and go back the way you came, which became a very tempting option, believe me.)


We were 10 days into the trek. The air was thin and I had become skilled at the 'pause and pant' routine. I was of course, just stopping to admire the grand, humblingly beautiful snowy peaks and take photos. Each photo reminds me, not just of the most awe-inspiring experience of my entire life, but the pain, effort and endurance that went into it all.


3 days before the dreaded Thorung La, I had ordered a local juice. It had been diluted with unfiltered water. I was up in the night. Again - and again, and again. Breakfast - no chance. Even water (now suitably pure) had the same dire effect. But I had to walk and felt better by mid-day.


Day 2: Better.


Day 3: Worse again. As well as altitude, freezing cold and the steepest slopes ever invented, I felt weak as I had eaten little. Day 3 also involved the final drag up to High Peak, the place where we stayed overnight before the Pass. It was VERY cold; we were above the snowline and needed down jackets, woolly hats and gloves even in the sun. The air was as thin as it would get; I just kept heaving air into my lungs, stopping every 5-6 paces and looking depairingly at the path which got narrower and steeper as it wound out of sight. I struggled past the helicopter landing space, for emergency evacuation of people with advanced altitude sickness, who had made the mistake of trying to struggle on.


My torture continued for nearly two hours. I looked longingly downwards and behind me. Should I simply turn around and go back? But I couldn't. If I returned I would forfeit the chance to visit Upper Mustang, the enticingly isolated Forbiden Kingdomm which lurked just one day's walk away - on the other side of the pass. Ram, my guide, encouraged me. 'Just half an hour, that's all."


90 minutes later we finally rounded that elusive bend and arrived at a ramshackle collection of huts and tents in a small, snow-covered dip. TENTS! People were CAMPING up here! A slow-moving column of ploddeers trickled in after us, so I was lucky to have a room to sleep in. But it was SO cold. And there was NO HEATING. None at all - not anywhere. We huddled in the restaurant, wearing hats, gloves, scarves, coats, ordering tea so that we could wrap fingers around the cups. A few brave souls walked further up the mountain, practising for tomorrow. Not me. Some optimists had even made a snowman, though it could have been built 50 years ago as it would never thaw or melt. It could even have been built inside the restaurant...


As the sun went down it got even colder. Feet felt frozen, even with the thickest socks and boots on. 5pm: 5.15: 5.30: 6.00 - we counted down the minutes until we could decently go to bed and huddle into our sleeping bags. Phew - 6.30: we spent huge amounts of money for hot water bottles and set off for the huts. Easier than it sounded; we had to negotiate a perilously narrow and unlit path. And the loo was a 'long drop' - just don't lose your balance...


Boots off, we got staight into sleeping bags, clutching our salvation, the hot water bottles. I was frozen, with icy feet and huge worries about the next day. We had to start by 5.30, an hour before sunrise, to avoid the strong, bitterly cold winds that knifed across the pass from mid-morning. I was weak after 3 days of eating very little. And what about altitude sickness? Several people had returned down the hill, either in defeat, or to rest for a day as they had severe headaches / breathlessness diarrhoea. but... wasn't that me? I had all of those symptoms. I thought of bloodcurdling descriptions of altitude sickess in travel guides: frothing lungs, brain-clots, etc. Death seemed like the easy way out.


Then I belched - a foul-smelling eggy-flavoured eruption. Stangely enough, I rejoiced, smiling in the darkness. My diarrhoea had nothing to do with altitude sickeness - it was gardia. OK, gardia isn't exactly fun - it's an gut infection and for several days life is full of flatulence and even your best friends find other things to do when you're around - but IT WASN'T ALTITUDE SICKNESS! I could coninue the torture (sorry - climb).


That night I perfected the art of using a long-drop toilet in freezing cold with a heatorch - several times. I also rumbled, belched and farted through the night but my room-mate, bless her, was using earplugs. She must also have had nostrils of steel.


4.40am: time to leave warm sleeping bag. Dressing in the spine-freezing cold was easy enough - we simply pulled on boots, gloves and jackets as we were fully dressed. It was totally dark outside, though we could see a long worm of head-torchlights stretching back down the mountain and hear soft voices of people as they trekked past. I was scared. I felt weak after eating very little for days; I had a headache and was very tired. My guts were rumbling steadily and I felt very very cold. Everyone was quiet, probably focussing on reaching the Pass and probably facing their own demons.


There was a lot of climbing still to do. Luckily I couldn't see the steepness of the narrow, snowy pathway, but I felt it soon enough and just simply had to keep going in the freezing darkness. On - and on - stopping time after time to simply gasp for air. It was bitterly cold. Stars and moon shone metallic and bright. shimmering and cold. Despite the effort of climbing, my feet and toes turned numb within minutes. Ram took my bag and rubbed my hands every time I stopped (which was often) but I just felt desperately cold and already exhausted. I shivered endlessly, although I was panting for breath. The scene was beautiful though; a trickle of headtorches shone briefly on rocks and snow and the peaks stood black against the sky - then grey - then the sky took on a pinksih tinge. The sun was rising. Ponies jingled past and boots crunched on the snow.


We reached the tea-hut. Nurbu had been there for about twenty minutes and gave me tea. I just cradled it in my hands, trying to warm some feeling into them.


"How much further?" I asked Ram.


"Not far now," he encouraged. You'll make it."I wanted specifics and suspected he was being deliberately vague.


"How far? How long?"


"We are now nearly half-way there."


Not even half-way! Horrors. I was exhausted, my hands and feet were numb, I was shivering. And, worse, because I was going so slowly, Ram and Nurbu didn't have a chance to warm up. "No problem," Ram persisted. "Just take it slowly, stop when you have to and we will soon be there."


Then I had a better idea. The jingling bells of the ponies weren't there to signal Christmas. A seductive notice read 'Ponie can be rented for Pass'.


"Ram, find me a horse!"


"But you can make it through walking..."


"I have 2,000 rupees - see what you can do!"


- Miracle-man found me a pony for just that amount of money -what an investment. What better way to spend my children's inheritance? And at the very moment I mounted the pony, the sun rose from beind the mountain and life becaem GOOD! My noble steed made mincemeat of those slopes that had terrified me; I waved at people who had passed me without feeling a moment's guilt. All I had to do was hold on.


We arrived about 20 minutes later - at Party Place! People cheered when they arrived, even danced a little, posing for photos, even with complete strangers. Tibetan prayer flags fluttered around a large plaque which congratulated everyone. Snowy peaks stood out against a deep blue sky = what a cliche - but it was incredibly beautiful and, I'd used a pony, I had made it! We drank tea (champagne might have been excessive) took photos, congratulated ourselves and everyone else, then set off down th other side.


This was tricky though not exhausting; five hours of steep downhill walking. And the first hour was through the snowfield, a treacherous mixture of packed ice and slippery gravel. I was so glad of my walking stick - even Nurbu, master of the downward slope, trod slowly and fell twice, although he picked his way with unusual care. I heard later of a German women who had slipped and broken her leg that day; she had to be stretchered down the slope which must have been a unique form of agony.


We reached Muktinath - a mere 3,760m above sea-level; we found rooms and I showered then crawled into my sleeping-bag and lay, not sleeping or moving, for about 2 hours. I had achieved the impossible - I had survived the Thorulng La - but it had genuinely been the most difficult physical challenge of my entire life.